this song... the refrain "it wasn't meant to be" has been on my mind for the past few days... on and off it just keeps popping up in my head.... so finally went to search for it....
for some time, it was something i constantly asked myself... maybe we.. for us, it just wasn't meant to be... but still i tried... and tried and tried...
until one day i came upon the phrase "it was meant not to be"..................... such a subtle variation in writing but what vast difference it represents.... and slowly, perhaps it's a self-fulfilling prophecy, i came to feel that perhaps, we are meant not to be... it really felt as though god didn't want us to be together....
will never find out which it was i guess... i don't really need to explain to anyone else, but to myself... either one.. will get me through on days like these....